a storm is brewing...

I have just realized that I only start writing in this blog whenever I face serious problems... LOL and that just means that I am really having not only one but many. Though I haven't received my midterm grades yet I have already known which ones are bad and good through several discussions with my teachers some are really at a critical point but in general it can be labelled as satisfactory.

I was trying to prevent the nightmares of the past semester through very thorough understanding of the several subjects that I have been taking. Though these efforts were heavily supported by sheer self motivation, I still could not accept the fact that these efforts bore little fruit. I am beginning to believe in delayed gratification due to the fact that I am still not enjoying better outcomes through these efforts and I am also beginning to believe that whatever I apply in these times will always develop into a habit rather than a forced effort on my part.

This is the fresh start of the second half of the semester, a third quarter of a basket ball game. I really need to double time and triple the efforts, I even think that my ram broke down just a week ago in order for me to get the most moderate grades ever.

Enough with the miserable academics and back to the life outside of the four corners of the rooms in school, I almost forgot that it is February this month and of course first thing that comes into mind to those of many is valentines and dates. Well this could be very redundant for others especially for the ones who are very much experienced with such activity and even sees it as a "annual holiday" but for me it is likened to a concert wherein people have the privilege to go or not to and for me it has always been "not to go". Not being an anti social here but most people who go on dates and have relationships especially in this age bracket do not really go that far. And honestly, if I were to question most college couples out there if they ever have plans of having a long term relationship I will be expecting fake yes answers from both sides.

On my part alone, I see to it that if I ever have important things under my possession or even memorable relationships with other people I always look at the long term part of having these things. This type of belief is very much absent in the society today. People change girlfriends and boyfriends as if they are changing clothes or replacing their old cellphones with new ones. I strongly believe in what Warren Buffet who is one of the world's top billionaires (I think he was the world's richest man at one point) said "if you do not plan on owning something for 10 years then dont own it for 10 minutes" which was brilliantly explicated by the billionaire. Bottom line here is that, if people really are not getting any serious with such relationships then why bother. I'd rather stand passive and low profile than being one of those extravagant couples who really did not have plans for their future. Personally, I only see to it as a liability to have one because first you have to spend time with the partner and second you spend money for and with the partner whatever maybe. As for me, well I think that I'll just wait to get a decent job after graduating and getting the license that I have been dying for and get a serious love life... eventually... but as for now, I have to date with different kinds of subjects every semester that has been corrupting my mind in the past few years.